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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Today is the last day of September! :(
Tomorrow is October!
Shooot! Exams coming up!
Hellppppppp!

Yesterday was funn!!
Lovee yesterdayy!!
Hahahaha! I know Im crazy nowadays! :D
Went to Mcd with Esther and Michelle..
Went 'pasar malam' together also..
Went to 100 Yen shop also..
We gone crazy! :D

Talking stuffs like about LIBRARIANS?
We are glad tht we join librarians! :)
Im really really glad tht I join LIBRARIANS..
LIBRARIANS are just like one big family..
Whenever Im having problems.. they'll make me laugh..
Its like when Im very down tht time.. they will be here and brightens up my day!
Cheer me up all the time and helps me out a lot!
No matter what and no matter where I am! :)
I LOVEE BEING A LIBRARIAN!
I LOVEE YOU GUYS! :)

Thenn.. ahem ahem =X
We gone crazy after seeing ..........
We are like in the heavens! *Awesome*
Dont worry I still love you more! :)
End story abt it! :D

Today is funn!
Chatting with Michelle,Esther and Kean Lee during on9!
We have lots of fun! Hyperrractivated! :D
I wonder if we go out together..tht particular place will collapse! muahaha! :D

Memories to be remembered! :)
*awesomeeeee*
Will be in my mind and heart always! (:

♥our lips must always be sealed
4:39 PM

Monday, September 29, 2008

If you guys continue to being so immature..I cant do anything..
I apologise if I did something wrongly which I dont realised it at all..
I can guaranteed tht whatever I said is all the truth..
Im seriously very fed up on it..
Sometimes..I dunno whose telling me the truth and whose telling me the lies..
Sometimes say tht thing sometimes say this thing..
At the beginning..you said tht you're joking..
Then you say tht pw and yl dont want me to be in tht group..
You guys really making me dont trust you all anymore..
We're in the secondary..not in primary anymore..

Yes..you guys asked me whether what is my decision for a few times..
Then only I say..I will do it all by myself..
There is really no point if I still in your group after those 3 things have been said..
Cause I really cant get along with Beatrice for another reason why..

Im not blaming you guys for not cheering me up..
Its alright..
I just want to know the truth..
The truth tht did you tell Beatrice tht you guys dislike me to be in tht group?
Then only she say those 3 things..?
Did you guys said tht be4?
If you guys really say tht be4..I really disappointed at you guys..
I dunno how many things tht you all have been hiding away from me..
But I dont think so tht I will care about it now..
However..Our friendships will still go on but I dont think so we'll be tht close anymore..

Once again..I apologise if I really did something wrongly to you guys which I dont realised..Its up to you guys whether you all want to say sorry to me..Its fine with me..I want to settle all this thing down..Im seriously very fed up of it..This thing really making me down all the time..I want to go back to the old Carmen tht always cheerful all the time and be what and who she is! :)

Yes!Cbox is for comments! :)
Comments are really much appreciated! :)
But please dont spamm! :D

School holiday just started!
Hari Raya!!!
Lots of activities and events for me to go on!
Lots of homework for me to do too!! Arghh!!

Choir practices!Will discuss it with Esther and Michelle! :P
Pn.Foo's retirement next mondayyyyyy!!!!!!!! :(
You guys really have a wonderful voice!
I know is hard for you guys to practice singing until your lung is out! haha!
Anyway..just take it for our beloved librarians' teacher kays? :)
Anything I'll be here for you.. :)

First time I set for a very hard maths monthly test in my life!
I very scared tht I wouldnt get good marks for it!
Geography was pretty easy!Most of it just common sense! :)

Yeah!Finally finish watching Moonlight Resonance!
40 episodes all together!
Nice ending! Love this showww!! :D

Darlingg Stephanie bday coming up this Friday!
Hmm..what should I buy for her?
We are going out this friday.. so I will ask her wht she wants! :D
And have a long talk and fun! Of course! :)
Cant wait till this Friday!
I LOVEE and MISS her so much! :P

Your smile melts my heart..

♥our lips must always be sealed
12:12 AM

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Yeah sis, thx for everything!
I LOVEE YOU! Really appreciate wht you have written..

p/s : I didnt call my sis to write anything until today only i knows..

I really dont want the whole world to know tht we are fighting..
Now you are really making the whole world knows tht we are fighting..
Can we just close this fight in a PEACE?
The longer this fight is going on.. the deeper my heart will hurts..
Its like cant cure at all..do u guys know tht?

I cant stand it anymore..
I really dont want the fight to continue..
You guys are not my enemies..I dont want to get enemies..
Im not blaming you guys for it..
Yeah..I agree..all of us got our own flaws..
I still remember wht exactly happened..

On Wed..after been to Poh Wei's house in the morning to do Sivik project..
Later on in school..we discussed abt it..abt when should we continue to finish the project up..
So yeah..we discussed
On tht Thursday night we're all free to go someone's house to do the project..
Then you all make it on Friday which I really cant make it..
I got librarians' duty to go on..
I got librarians' meeting to go on..
I've tried my best..tried my best to explain to you guys..
Like dunno how many times?
"I really cant make it on Friday..
I got meeting to go on..I got duty to go on
Can we just make it on Thursday night?"
Whatever you guys said I dont mind..
You guys scold me "You everything also LIBRARIANS want lah.."
I dont mind..Im the head of the librarians in the afternoon session now..
Obviously I everything also librarians..
Until you told me those 3 things..
a)You pay me I'll help you to do your work
b)You skip your librarians' duty and meeting (obviously I cant!If not I'll skip!)
c) You are out! ( Dunno who suggested it)
Tried my best to explain again..you guys still the same..
repeating those three..
What can I do you tell me?
I also said "or I do some of it at home?"..You guys still dont want..
What can I do?Tell me?!
It really making me pissed off..
Im trying my best to ignore you guys..
To cool this thing down..
And it really hurts my heart a lot..
That time I was like really wishing and waiting for you guys saying SORRY!
Not even single word tht you guys spoke out..
Then recess..
Poh Wei and Yin Ling asked me..
"So how?Wht are you planning to do?"
I was like totally speechless..FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS..
SO yeah i said.."Im out..I'll do it all by myself"
Not even a single word of cheering me up tht time..instead you guys asked me "really ar?"
Then I say.."Yeah.."
I asked you guys..
"I thought you all dont like Beatrice want?"
Then you guys said.."What can we do?"
*speechless*
I left and do PA as usual..
After recess..
Went back to class and my place where I am supposed to sit..
Just wishing them to say SORRY..
But they didnt..
Not even a word tht we speak..
Went back home..on9..edited my featured friends in my friendster and I didnt link Beatrice..
Went to school the next day..wishing them to say sorry again..not even a single word they spoke..they didnt talk to me instead..
I was like just leave it..dont mind..
Recess time..
Poh Wei and Yin Ling came and asked me..
"Beatrice said You deleted her in your link"
I say.."Yeah..since I got no connections with her now.."
Then I say like in a kind of joking way..
"Fine lor now..dont want to talk to me in class.."
Then they said..
"If we all talked to you..Beatrice will scold us..scold us hiprocrites!"
I was like what the hell?
I also leave it like tht..I dont mind..Cause I thought tht Poh Wei and Yin Ling will be at my side..
On Saturday schooling..
Beatrice didnt come..
Poh Wei and Yin Ling complained and complained to me everything about Beatrice..
I even asked them "Since you all also dont like her..why must you guys still so close to her?"
Then they said.."Wht can we do?She sit at the back of us..She got no friends..We got no friends.."
Then I said.."You all still got me rite?"
As usual..they said.."Later Beatrice scold us if we talk to you..at least you got a lot of friends.."
I was totally speechless tht time..How hurt issit to me? 2 of my best friends said tht to me..
I thought tht they were my bestest friends after all..
Until Beatrice came and 'cari pasal' with me in my cbox..
Truth is just all here..
She said tht Yin Ling and Poh Wei dislike me of my way of work..
They want me to be out of this group..
I was like couldnt believe it..
The more I type..the more tears I dripped down from my eyes..
The more I read..the more I want to cry..
The more I think of it..the more I tell this to other of my close friends..the more like I feel like crying..
I act as happy as usual..no matter where am I..
I act tht Im cheerful..no matter where..
I dont want anyone to know tht something wrong with me..
I even asked Poh Wei and Yin Ling..
"Do you think tht Im wrong?"
They were like took quite long to reply..
they said.."err...i dont know.."
How hurt issit?
Poh Wei even asked me this question..
"Why dont you be friends back with Beatrice again?But not tht close?"
Lagi hurt when I hear this question..
Then I say .."I really cant get along with her.."
Nothing they say.. how broken hearted am I?
Not even cheering me up..Not even concerning abt me..
Last time they used to tell me everything..especially Yin Ling..
Whatever single thing..she would tell me..
If is also due to Beatrice and Poh Wei she also will tell me..
Now?Since last month they didnt tell me anything..
Something I saw in tuition at the last page of her exercise book..
she straight take it away from me..
Now..I cant read Poh Wei's blog anymore..
I was trying my best to keep our friendships longer..
What I asked..they replied..
Is like..nothing more tht we can chat?
If they really want me out of tht group..
Just straightly tell me..
Althought its hurting..
But do you guys know tht its more hurting when you guys do all these?

I thought you guys will cheer me up,always at my side and concern abt me..
I really cant believe tht you guys will do tht..
I've tried my best to balance up my librarians' stuffs and school stuffs..
I keep on asking myself..am I wrong?
Wrong for me to mad at you?Wrong for me to ignore you?
Wht wrong did I do?
Im a human and have my own feelings too..you know?
What I've done..I have my own valid reasons..

If I cry..issit worth it?
Cause you guys really dunno how hurt am I..
Until now..I shift my place to in front..Im sitting next to Jesslyn now..cause Jesslyn and other of my friends called me to..
You guys didnt asked me anything..
Instead having fun behind..
Now the whole class know tht we are fighting..
Jesslyn even told me tht you guys took my fries under my desk when Im out of the class..locking up the library..
I really dont believe tht do you know tht?
The whole situation she told me..
Until yesterday..I saw Jeshua..as usual we say "hi"
He told me tht "I kesian you lar"..
I just smiled and walked off..
I was like..must be tuff must be tuff..

How much tears did I drop from my eyes?
How much you guys hurt me?
Its uncountable..
I really need a long time to cure..
I really cant believe you guys will do such things towards me..
Please stop this fight..

I know no one is perfect in this world..neither did I too..
Try my best in everything!
I even cherish my friendships too..

Now I really realised tht who are my important ones..
Who always stand by at my side..concerning and cheering me up..
And of course..help me out a lot, make me laugh and make my days as bright as possible! :)

Once again..I LOVEE YOU GUYS! Really! I mean it a lot!! :P

♥our lips must always be sealed
8:48 PM

Friday, September 26, 2008

i am writing here to express my views and opinions.
not here as carmen's sis but as an individual with her own philosophy of life.

frankly, i have no idea what had happened between 4 of you.
carmen has not told me a single thing and she only explained to me briefly about this issue.
why didnt she do that?
she NEVER tell her problems to her own family members, not even my mum.
she did not whine and complain it to me.
she handled it like a true mature teenager.
she still acts happy in front of all of us here at home eventhough i realised that something was very wrong.
she did not really smile at home like she used to be.
until i saw her blog.
they are people who are hurting her feelings and backstabbing her at the back.
friendship to her is like her soul.
why would she used friendship as an url of her blog then?
she appreciates every single friend she has.
why would she kept silence and ignore all your comments about her?
i believe this is because she does not want to create a bigger havoc.
no doubt everyone has their flaws, i agree.
neither i am perfect.
maybe you all would think
'hey its none of your business you busybody idiot. let her handle it by herself'
of course it has got to do with me.
she is my sister and it is my responsible for me to protect her from any wrongdoings.

its not nice to drag other friends along when arguements occur.
if yin ling and poh wei really dislike carmen.
both of you should at least say something and not let beatrice do the talking.
shame on both of you.
before this incident, four of you used to be good friends.
and now.. what happened?
i know.. i know.. you all do not accept carmen's way of doing her work.
again, no one is perfect.
the best thing to do is to accept each other flaws and try to patch things up.
rome is not build in one day.
you need hard work and dedication.
this theory applies the same to friendship.
there are many many obstacles that one may faced in a relationship.
but can all of you take it as a challenge in life?
it is better to have an extra friend than an extra enemy.

you all are now in secondary school, not in primary anymore.
can you all talk face to face like a true teenager?
and hope that all of you can close this case and let it rest in peace.
thank you for reading.

p/s: sis, whatever it is.. make the best out of everything. no one is worth your single tear. i bet you cried a lot of times before you sleep. (no, my sis does not need any sympathy. she is not a beggar. consideration is a much better choice)

pp/s: to mr b, b.spammer, balless no life spammer. comments are appreciated. we have a tendency to back our favourites. its ok. like, i prefer lee hom over jay chou. but you know, its not good to add oil to the fire. stress can be minimized in that way.

ppp/s: NO ONE IS PERFECT. think again.

♥our lips must always be sealed
9:21 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Cant believe tht you would do tht towards me..
Feelings tht can hurt me so deeply..
How much you hurt me..
Cant really describe it..

How you hurt me..
Is like an unforgettable things..
My heart really needs a long time to cure it..

If you dont want to me in tht team..
Can straight away tell me..
Dont need to said those 3 things tht can hurt me more deeply and badly..

Once a LIBRARIAN..I'm always a librarian..
I know tht I need to balance it up btw librarians' things and school things..
Do you know tht I've already tried my best?
Is like.. you guys blaming me for it?
Got a meeting tht compulsary to attend..

In this kind of situation..
In this kind of condition..
I know who are the ones who are really important to me..
Who really cares for me..
Concerning,cheering me up and always there to be with me..
I LOVE YOU GUYS!
Really.. I mean it..!

Yeah..if I'm wrong..
Wrong for me to mad at you?
Wrong for me to ignore you?
Really have my own reasons..
Cause you all have been hurting me so much..
What can I do?
Can you think of my feelings even?

I dont hate ppl..
I just dislike ppl ..
I agree.. I say bad things about ppl be4..
but tell me.. who doesnt do tht?

No one is perfect in this world..
I might as well not perfect..
I know which thing is right for me to do and which thing is wrong for me to do..
If I cant help you..
Trust me..I really have my own valid reasons..
If I could help..
Obviously I would help as possible tht I could help..

Althought you've hurt me so badly..
Life still need to go on..
Carmen must be tuff!
Forgetting things like these.. Yea.. I know.. its not easy for me to forget..
Through this thing..this experience..
I know the meaning of FRIENDS..

Whatever things tht you've done..I know..
What did you say to me.. I know..
Get it right..I dont want pity..
Cause I know tht God is above me..
His telling me who are my important ones..
Tht always at my side..
Helping,Concerning and cheering me up..

I love you more than I really do..
My love to you will never end..

♥our lips must always be sealed
9:23 PM

Sunday, September 21, 2008

As you can see..
Friendship problems just happening to me again..

I really get fed up of it!
PLEASE!Can you stop tht!?!
Im just mad at you and Im ignoring you!
Nothing I do!
I dont want any pity from anyone!
SO STOP SAYING THT!
And you come and 'cari pasal' with me in my cbox?
STOP SPAMMING AT MY CBOX,SPAMMER!
Like you're in the right now?
Im in the wrong now?!
You call me to change?
What am I supposed to change?
Tell me?!
Im just the way I am!
PLEASE!PLEASE!PLEASE!Look yourself at the mirror before you do something!

If Watermelon doesnt like me..
Whats your problem?
As long as his happy..
Im just satisfied with it!
Cause we really have sweet memories together!

Understand ppl feelings..
PLEASE!
When Me,Yin Ling and Poh Wei having a talk..
You scold them!
Scold them hiprocrites!
Really dont understand you..
Whats your problem if we are having a talk?!
You cant control ppl okay!

You thought I dont want to help YL?
I cant simply go to the library okay?!
I cant simply put her handphone!
I dunno whose in the library too okayy!?!
What if Pn.Zaini is inside?!
PLEASE!Think abt it!

About the project thing..
Is you started it first..
Explain to you how many times you dont want to listen!
What can I do?
All you want is MONEY,MONEY,MONEY!
I told you tht I really cant skip the meeting!
And on tht night we're all FREE,
You dont want!
What else can I do?

Im very high tempered tht time so I just ignore you!
And you come and 'cari pasal' with me in my cbox now?

If you continue thinking tht you're right..go ahead!
I cant do anything!
HATE ME HOW MUCH YOU WANT!
I CANT DO ANYTHING!
Cause I really know tht I dont NEED a friend like you do..
I'll just stay the way who am I and do the right stuffs..

Thx to everyone tht concern abt me!I really loveee you guys!You guys brighten up my day! :)

♥our lips must always be sealed
11:14 PM

Friday, September 19, 2008

Back together again?
The SMKTS Librarians Choir..

Pn.Foo, our dearest Librarians' teacher..
Set up PA for each and single event for our school..
is going to retire.. :(
Exactly after the Hari Raya break..
We're going to make a farewell for you.. :(

Yeah..Esther and I started to get 'pening' again
For the choir..
Im wondering how are we supposed to teach again? haha!
Need to start practicing soon!!
Next week must start! :)

Happy 14th Bday,Yasmin!

May you have a wonderful bday this year althought its a fasting month! :)

Monthly tests..
SEJ was prettyy easy! :)
BM was fine!
Science some of the questions were tuff! :(
Maths Test!Geo Test!Next Week!
Shooootttt!!!
Gotta study!Especially maths!the formulas!!Geo!The maps!

English test was fine!
Got abt 6 questions wrong out of 40 questions.. :)
I got full marks which is 20/20 for the oral test,attitude and homeworks and worksheets under Miss Angela! :)
So overall I got 88% for English! :D

STUPIDITY of me..
Wondering stuffs that I wouldnt know if I dont make a MOVE!
Dont want to tell the truth!
And now REGRETED! Arghh!
Not only once! But twice!
Haihz haihz haihz ..
Now is just the matter of time... :)
Hope it will goes well.. =D
Hope good things will happen instead of bad things! :)
Wish me LUCK! :D

♥our lips must always be sealed
11:13 PM

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Yeah!Today off! No school! At least can rest at home! :)

After tuition in the morning..
Blah blah blah blah..
Then come online.. :D
Just feel like in the mood to blog.. :)
But really dont know wht to blog abt..

Life like this..
Moment like this...

Moments we've together..
Will always be in my mind and heart forever..

End term exams coming up next month!
Stress coming towards me again!
Arghh!How I wish tht no exams in this world?
Haihz..SEJARAH and SCIENCE include Form 1 and 2..
Headache..@.@

Cant wait to go out with you next month,darlingg Stephanie Chia Siew Yan! :P

Carmen loves you! :D

♥our lips must always be sealed
5:10 PM

When we first fell in love
I thought that nothing could compare
To the magical romance
That you and I had come to share.
But as time passed, feelings deepened,
And our closeness grew
The romance turned into
A real and lasting love with you.
You care for me in all the ways
I want and need so much.
I've felt your warmth and tenderness
With every word and touch.
I know I can depend on you
For support and honesty,
That patient understanding
That you always give to me.
There's a special kind of happiness
That only love can bring,
And I've found that happiness with you...
You are my everything.

♥our lips must always be sealed
2:26 PM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Happy Mooncake Festival!
To those who came to my blog today! :D
May you have a great and wonderful time with your family members!
Of course! I've a GREAT and WONDERFUL time todayy! :)

Specially to my darling Stephanie Chia..:-

Tears just drip down from my eyes after I read your blog..
Dont worry my darling..u still got me!
I'll always be here with you..
I know..there are a lot of betrayers ..
That person might be good and friendly in front of you..but at the back..they talked bad about you!
No matter what..you're my best friend forever!
I'll always be there with you..
No matter wht happen..no matter where are we..
Be tuff!Dont give up!
How I wish tht you are still in SMKTS..
We can share our laughter and pain together..
And my life would be great with you..
I LOVE YOU MY DARLINGG! :)

I love you more than I really do..

♥our lips must always be sealed
11:05 PM

Tagged By Iman! :)

Three Golden Rules ;
a) State 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.
b) The 10 people i tag are to then follow my footsteps and write their own 10 weird things or habits or little known facts.
c) No tag backs.

1. When I'm sad..I eat chocolates or ice-cream to make me feel happier.. :)
2. I'm quick tempered but can recover very fast..:)
3. I love surfing the net!
4. I love shopping!
5. My feelings are always right at times..xD
6. I'm afraid of rat!!!
7. I cannot stand being alone...
8. I dont really trust myself at times..:(
9. I love being loved..:D
10. I'm afraid when Im being alone in the dark..

I tag - Stephanie Chia, Han Xiang, Siew Meng, Hong Wei, Jong Wey, Gan Ying, Li Shan, Xin Jin, Wen Jun, Yuen Hee. Kay Jun.

♥our lips must always be sealed
10:20 PM

Friday, September 12, 2008

12th of September 2008,
My dearest english teacher,Miss Angela will be leaving..
T_T
As my appreciation to you..
I wrote a letter to you..
"Lots of LOVE and SWEET MEMORIES we've together"

Letter and envelope tht I wrote to Miss Angela :)


Dearest Miss Angela!! I'll miss you! :(


Roses are RED,

Violets are BLUE,

Having a teacher like you is GREAT,

Without you,2 CEMPAKIANS' life is BLUE!


Must remember me yea,Miss Angela!


The envelope-Lots Of Love And Sweet Memories We've Together

Lollipop Tht You Gave Each Of Us One As A Token Of Appreciation

Still got pics tht we took with Miss Angela..I'll post it after I get the pics..:)

So sorry,Miss Angela if we,2 Cempakians did something wrong to you..We fall in love with you..You're just like our sister instead of teacher..You tell us everything..You make us laugh!We dont need to bring the 'boring' English textbook and exercise books..We listened to musics..We enjoyed a lot with you!Why must you go off so fast?Why must 10 weeks pass so fast..?I'll remember your words that you've told us today..

"Dont give up,

Through it all,

Just stand up! "

We cant give anything to you..we just write letters and cards and souvenirs for you..to appreciate you and of cause for you to remember us!All we can do is..We wish you pass with flying colours in all of your exams after you've go back to your university at Sarawak..

Miss Angela!DONT cry!We'll always remember you..our dearest one..

STAY PRETTYY,STAY HEALTHY & STAY THE WAY WHO YOU AREE!

We love you!We miss you!

You'll always be in our heart!

Do come back and visit us yea!And we'll go STARBUCKS together! :P

♥our lips must always be sealed
10:21 PM

Friends..
The other part of your life is your friends besides your family members..
Yeah..so do I..
They're really part of my life..
Without them..I really dunno what to do..
In school?In my communication way?Half of my happiness just gone like that..
But some of my friends..
Seems to dont understand me well..
Even some of my best friends..
Some of them really dont know how I feels..
Some of them seems to dont understand me..
One of them even betray-ed me..
So called betray..
She really really 'tak munasabah'..
All of us are free on that night to do the Sivik project..
That fuller says that she dont want to go that night!
She want to go 'pasar malam' instead of doing project?
And the next day..the next morning..
I got duty and got meeting..
Tht fuller want it on that day..
Like is a MUST?
I can skip duty for one day nevermind..
I can replace it on other day..
But I got meeting to go on!
Can you please RESPECT me as a LIBRARIAN?
Thus, SHE says:
"You pay me,I'll do it for you."
or
"Skip your duty and meeting tomorrow"
or
"You're OUT!"

Luckily I did not pay HER!
Try to explain to her.. she dont bother and keep on repeating those 3 choices..
Like I MUST pick one?
I rather do it all alone by myself instead of picking one of tht choice!
Yeah..in the end i did all by myself! :)
SO yea..Im O-U-T!
OUT OF YOUR GROUP!
Like you SAID!
I'm FREE!
I no need to 'tahan' you anymore!

What did she do?
She only play and eat
At the end she only stick the fake grasses and say "FINISH!"
Most of them is ___ and ___ do want..
Dont you think that I dunno?
Yeah..thats so called a "FRIEND"

Wanna know who is the SHE?Come and ask me! :)

Althought my life is without you..
I felt happier..
I mean much more happier..
Cause I DONT need a friend like you...

A REAL FRIEND
Doesnt do that..
A REAL FRIEND will help you no matter what problems we're having..
A REAL FRIEND is the one who share your secrets and problems together and wouldnt EVER betray you..
A REAL FRIEND will cheer you up when you're sad and try to make you as possible as he/she could..
A REAL FRIEND trust you and believe you lots..

Thank God! I've REAL FRIENDS! They did tht to me! They capable to understand me well..
We share our feelings,happiness,sadness together!We trust each other and we would never ever betray each other..Thats what a friend supposed to do! :)

Dont ever leave me all alone,
Dont ever hurt me,
Dont ever betray me,
Always be with me no matter what..
Share our laughter and our tears together..
Cause you've promised me that.. :)

♥our lips must always be sealed
9:05 PM

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Came back from my grandma's house..
You know wht?
One of my little tortoise died! :'(
Soob Soob!
Why you go when Im not at home!?!?
Why you die?
After few months of taking care of you..
Why you leave me like tht?
Now I only left one Hyper tortoise teman me..
Hope you will be happy at heaven..
I'll think of youuu..

Sometimes things just happened all in a sudden..
How I wish tht things were used to be..
How I wish tht things are going on like wht Im hoping for..
Really hope tht ..

Whats my life if there is no you?
What is the meaning for me to live on without my loves one?
There's no meaning!
My life is totally LIFELESS!
Like the song.. How Do I Live Without You?

Next week..Mooncake Festival!
Bought a lot of mooncake!
Lotz of flavours!
Who wanna play lantern with me next week? HAHA!

GOOD LUCK once again for those who are taking trials this whole week!
Form 3s,Form 5s and Upper 6 (MY SIS!)..
May GOD blessed! :)

♥our lips must always be sealed
11:02 PM

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Today went for school replacement..
My project?
Obviously finish!
And need to present it in the class!
Hahahaha..quite teruk!
My park!
Make of toothpicks! xD

Had a fight with Hong Wei,Siew Meng,Jong Wey they all..
Not to say a fight..
We signed our Perjanjian Sulit..
You guyz 'buli' us first ! :(
Hong Wei!You owe each of us one Mentos MINT!
You promised!
You signed!
And you took my G2 black pen!
You destroy it!
Yo took my Adidas bottle!
THANK YOU for not destroying it!
Since you destroyed my G2 black pen,
We 'geram' so we conteng your (Hong Wei's) book lor!
Only conteng the front and back page..And yea..we did some hw for you.. :D
So fair and square okay!?
Dont worry!Your library card is still in a good condition!
I wont destroy it!
I promised!
Im a librarian okay??
I wont do anything tht something wrong..
We'll returned after you gave us the MENTOS MINT on Monday! :D
Promised is a promise!
Make sure you do your promise!
Anyway!Hope tht we'll still continue being great friends! :)

Today is the day of my niece born! :)
6/9/2008!
WELCOME TO THIS WORLD! :)
How old am I when they call me aunty???
I felt like myself so old..
My nephew called me tht.. Haihz!
So far..got 1 nephew..1 niece.. :)
Most of my cousins from my mom side all older than me..
Sooner or later..
Im getting more nieces and nephews!

HAPPY BDAY GRANDMA (POPO!)
HAPPY BDAY MY DEAREST MOM!
May every year always bring you a GOOD WEALTH,HEALTH and LUCK! :)

Went and celebrate bday of with my loves want!
My grandma's,my mom's bday just 1 day far apart..
Went to my grandma's house after school!
I mean after I bathe and everything at my house..
Went to a restaurant called LENG KEE (Somewhere at KL) and eat!
Normal chinese food..
After eating,went back to my grandma's house at Cheras Hartamas!
Yea!Somewhere near my darling Stephanie's house! :)
At 9.45 p.m. cut cake!
I laughed like hell tht time!
When my uncle sing the bday song..
Its like...SO FUNNY!! HAHAHAHA!
Below are some of the pics tht I have taken! I mean..CAMWHORING!x)

Yea!Thts my shirt tht I wore!Happy too! :) .. Happy alwayz! :)

Grandma's and Mom's Bday cake

Muakzzz!


I LOVE YOU JENILEE! x)


Emo-ing?Smiling?Thinking of Something?


Gila-ness of us! xD

Today was GREAT! :)

Today was FUN! :)

I LOVE YOuu! ;)

♥our lips must always be sealed
11:25 PM